anniversary???

August 18- our "4 months anniversary"-this kinda confuse me because we really do not know when to celebrate our anniversary...April 18 was the day we announced what we are having, we called it officially announcement..naks! and so we decided to celebrate our anniversary every 18th of the month..but the fact is we've been loving each other since last October, have had difficulties last december and so we went off as in di kami talaga nag-uusap..this was the time that we're both asking God if we really are God's best..and obviously kami nga-coz we're getting married soon..we didn't have the chance to go out since we both have things to do..thursady is his ministry day in Pasay and it's also the day where the singles meet in our church-which is my ministry naman so ayun...di kami nakalabas..but what made it special is that we endlessly greeted each other in between the fellowship...and i gave him a card which reads...

I promise to give you the best of my self
and to ask of you no more than you can give..

I promise to accept you the way you are
I fell in love with you for the qualities, abilities,and outlook on life that you have,
and I won't try to reshape you in a different image.

I promise to respect you as a person with your own interest, desires, needs,
and to realize that those are sometimes different but no less important than my own.

I promise to share with you my time, my close attention,
and to bring joy and strentgh and imagination to our relationship..

I promise to keep my self open to you...
to let you see through the window of my personal world...
and to my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams.

I promise to grow along with you...to be willing to face chnge as we both change in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting.

I promise to love you in good times and bad, with all i have to give and all i feel inside...
In the only way I know...completely and forever.

In return.. I got lot's of I love you's and kisses!!! kilig!!

goodbye angie

last sunday we bid our final goodbye to a very dear friend..she's so young and so full of life and laughters..but God took her home already..left her 4 year old daughter and her husband..The moment I heard the news I was shocked..parang kailan lang..magkakasama kami..tumatawa..not knowing of what is ahead of us...until now..it's so hard for me to accept that she's gone..na hindi na namin sha makikita forever.

What strucked me and my friends is the cause of her death..."kidney failure"..just last year kasi(november) a friend of ours died of the same reason also,he's only 23 years old..7 kami na barkada...and sobrang naging close kami..na kahit we live on seperate houses but the same place..halos sa isang bahay na lang kami tumira at sa'ming pito, 2 na ang namatay with the same desease..I wonder..coincidence nga lang ba ito? so kaming mga naiwan (5 of us) are very conscious tuloy about our kidney...inom ng maraming water, inom ng buko juice...one of my friend nga decidecd to have an ultra sound na daw..just to make sure...paranoid! can't blame him,sabi nga nila mabuti na daw yung nag-iingat.

tomorrow is junel's 24th birthday..and on september 24, angies' 27th birthday..no more celebrations though..

bye angie and junel..we'll miss you both.

innocent bride?

never thought of this result..hehe! got this from edrei...

katuwa naman yan!

w@w posting

sa wakas! nagkalakass din ako ng loob i post itong blog ko sa w@w..after months of blogging and blog hopping..sobrang nakaka initmidate kasi daming nice blogs sa w@w eh...

nakita na rin ni rudolf ito..just last week..and am so happy kasi na - appreciate daw nya talaga..dapat lang no? hard work ko yata ito...as in wala naman kasi ako alam before sa html...tama si jacque-addicting pala ang blog..although di ako masyado nagpo-post but i nver failed to open and read helpful tips about blogging...trying to learn more pa rin.

lapit na december!!! parang kinakabahan na ko...kagabi we were talking..sabi ko kay dolf"papakasal na ba tlaga tayo sa decmber?"...sabi ba naman "ikaw? what do you think?"
well....last time i checked my heart, alam ko i'm getting married on December, unless God says no, not yet.

God has really blessed our relationship in so many ways...we're growing together in the Lord..although may mga palpak din kami and some bad times but God has used it to make us more closer to Him...

wedding preps....

haaay! talk about wedding preps...i think i'm so behind the preparation na...although I've done small things na..in fairness! I've list na of Prinicipal Sponsors, Secondary Sponsors and the whole ng entourage..kung may changes man siguro..konti na lang..finally rudolf is helping..kahit sa pag-iisip lang..Hehe!

before kasi..I'm thinking of postponing the date until everything is settled..pero I know God has given us the go signal to get married on December..

Carmel will do the invites-yes! thanks sis..
Jerlyn will sponsor the cake daw...di pako naka canvass..kais naman di pako nauwi sa'min..medyo mahirap talaga pag sa province ang kasal tapos dito ako nagpe-prepare..basta promise jerl...mura lang hahanapin ko..hehehe!
sana matuloy din si prescy na i-sponsor gown ko..as she promised before.. o di ba lahat blessings?

I can't thank the Lord enough for my friends...
and can't thank Him enough for giving me Rudolf...i love you my dear david!

learning a lot

..just want to post some of our pictures here..thanks to j-mie for emailing me this..

i'm learning a lot now bout this blog thing..kasi naman am spending lots of time here din..

first image uploaded

wohoo!!! at last..have my first image uploaded na...step by step..am doing fine here...
next project..how will i change the looks of my blog..

talk about the wedding...haven't done anything for the last few weeks now..i don't know..nawala na ba yung excitement? di naman siguro..it's just that I'm just going with the flow..or maybe it's because iniisip ko na hindi pa naman nagsasabi si dolf sa church so it's still premature to plan for the wedding..but if it's gonna be on december na nga..wow! I think I'm running out of time na..

a friend of ours is sponsoring the inviatation...:)

I'm going to that filipiniana theme na talaga..last sunday afternoon..we tried to look for that cord na nakita nung isang w@wie sa rustans..pero di namin nakita...:(

starting july..seryoso nato..i mean, will announce it na sa mga close friends namin..amd will have the ento list na..hope everything works out fine..

simple gown

here i am again

yeah..here i am again..been trying to make this blog more beautiful but to no avail..di ko tuloy mapakita sa iba..kainis!! but of course..di pa rin me susuko..i'll keep on trying!!

umuwi kami ni dolf sa knila last sunday..dapat uwi din kami balikan pero tinamad na kami..we went to see his father..finally na meet ko din tatay niya..he's very nice..kahit mahirap lang ang pamilya ni dolf di mababyaran ang kabutihan ng kalooban nila and the love for each other..we kinda treat his father na rin coz it's father's day..nagpaalam na si dolf na he's getting married..katuwa tatay niya wala man lang tanong-tanong..as in ok lang..:)

sa family ko at sa family ni dolf ok na...next is our church since he is a full time worker..he needs to ask permission from our senior pastor and from chief (tatay nila sa center) di ko pa lam kung kelan plano niya...am just waiting..don't wanna bug him..ayokong isipin niya na pine-pressure ko sha..

blog..blog..blog..

one week nako nagba-blog..di pa rin ako natututo..haay!!gusto na mag give up dito pero when i see beautiful blogs..gusto ko pa ring gumawa but I think have to spend more time..
we went to bridal fair last sunday..am so excited kasi this was our first bridal fair na pinuntahan..although parang medyo na bore si dolf..ewan ko ba dun bakit nainip..nagutom yata..hehe! dami ko nakuha numbers ng mga suppliers na pwede ko pagtanungan kahit sa province pa ang kasal ko..

dami ko na ideas for the wedding..sa dami tuloy I'm mixed up..gusto ko na yung filipiniana..actually may nakita nako murang pang souvenir..ganda pa.

My first post ever

just created this blog...still trying to get the hang of it. I named it God's gift because we (Rudolf and I) believed that we are God's gift to each other.We have been officialy engaged since April 18 and I'm pretty much excited of becoming his wife. Can't hardly wait to wake up each morning with him beside me..